Mum, I've been thinking about you a lot lately, I always do, but somehow lately I can stop the flashbacks. I then realised it was exactly this time 2 years ago that we went to the hospital to be told it had spread and it was inoperable. My heart was breaking. We then spent a lovely weekend at Claylands going to Burghley House and visiting Billy Griffin at the Hillside Sanctuary. A lovely memory, but put them all together and it still doesn't stop the pain. Hope you're ok, love and miss you loads x