Happy New Year my gorgeous mum. It doesn't matter how many years pass, we still miss you, especially at Christmas. Our other little girl should be with you now, Baby Daisy, I know you will all look after each other. The year has been hard and stressful, changes that affect big future life directions for me. Time to start looking after myself more. Time to let go of the past (which is easier said than done). Time to enjoy! Love you all, always, stay close as I'll need the extra strength. Marie x